PhotographyYes I know its been a long time and I really should pull my finger out and start writing again
Sorry for being so slack just been busy with photography
Anyway if you wish to check out my photo site here it is
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The me you knew is deadI feel a chill run up my spine The fear slowly builds Can I handle it? Can I keep control?The me you knew is dead
It has been so long I have pushed all thoughts of you aside I have moved on
Yet here you are in front of me again Smiling, teasing the way you do What do I do? I am at a loss
I am more in control of myself then ever before But I feel that slipping away I am not the same person I was I am better more alive
I don’t want to fall back To loose that feeling I know all I will get is pain
I don’t want the pain I w
AloneI sit here waiting The anticipation Will she ever come?Alone
My Venus My heart My soul
The waiting is unbearable The fear, the loneliness I am tired of the isolation
We are not meant to be alone We cannot survive alone That is what we are told!
But so many of us end up alone And in our last moments are we not all alone In that last second that last breath
There is no us in death Just me by myself Always alone
What is beauty to me ?They say beauty is in the eye of the beholder So what is beauty to me? What makes something beautiful to me?What is beauty to me ?
Is it a single thing? Or layers of things all put together Does my mood affect it? Or is it always the same
How many of my senses are involved One or two or all five But the one sense they miss is the mind
How a person acts around me Interacts with me Simply put feels around me
I know that no matter how beautiful a person is outside If there soul is dark inside I will be turned off I can’t take darkness anymore bring me
What is fearI lay here again, all alone Looking at the stars in wonder Thinking of the blown chancesWhat is fear
How hard can it be to say hello To simply ask a name To ask her out for coffee
Why do I need to make lies? To ask in roundabout ways Why is it so hard to say the truth?
Its fear, simply fear Fear of rejection Fear of ridicule
Oh and the biggest fear of all Fear of acceptance If she says yes
I'm sorryStopping myself from you, Was an excuse to stop myself from getting hurt. A letter to you, wouldn't do any of us justice, So i penned this for you.I'm sorry
I've been thinking through, and you're a part of me I'll have to lose. Maybe I'll cry, maybe i'll miss you like crazy, But i'll pick myself up and move on, Living the life I had designed for me.
As I write this, The music gets louder. The words written, means more than it should. My heart is getting heavier and heavier.
I'm sorry for letting you wait. I'm sorry I feel this way. You take w
Nonexistant LoveHow could I fall in love with someone who doesn't exist? Someone who isn't really there, a person you're not. How could it be possible to love that blindly? To not see someone, when you're standing face-to-face.Nonexistant Love
How could I love, but not really LOVE?
LOVE..Love is about being in LustLOVE..
Yet you say I won't be Lost
You find yourself forgeting about your Health
Giving away your Wealth
At first you say it will Last
At the end you'll wish to be in the Past
this is how she isi don't feel so badthis is how she is
now that i can't reach her. i waited for a letter for two hundred dripping days, while she found others, moved on, left me here. alone. when she cries from five-
hundred miles away
i can taste her tears, raining a lambent glaze of salted pain that she's too burnt out on mopping up.
i'm ready to carve a hundred pieces to a game i've never played, i'll write a couple dozen poems with a thousand words i'll never say, i'll forget the separation
between the twilight and the day. sitting there, drenched under &n
This is where it all happened.
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....I've been blessed....by the simple happiness....of the perfect love we've made....
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Poetry is life.... Without it why live.....
YOU HAVE BEEN HUGGED!!!
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
*dingding* RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You can't hug the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- hug 6 other people
4- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitly get started hugging right away
...........Just some silliness!
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"Mendacity is the city we live in."
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Poetry is life.... Without it why live.....
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"i'll tell you flat out; it hurts so much to think of this; so from my thoughts i will exclude; the very thing that; i hate more than everything is; the way i'm powerless; to dictate my own moods"....
-when i go down/relient k
truly cool stuff that r worth to read
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Being sad is the strongest Motive to SeeK for Happiness..
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Poetry is life.... Without it why live.....
and welcome to DA
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Being sad is the strongest Motive to SeeK for Happiness..
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